So I'm sick again, yay. Since Monday. Then Tuesday horrendous fevers. Wednesday, tremendous obscenities and coughing wretched coughing.

- Today was a good day overall only because Robin is back in America, and I can't be more ecstatic. Love love love her!
- Today was a strange day. I am in the current process of trying to hook my roommate up with a friend of mine. Hope it sticks!
- Today was an off-day. I didn't go to work. So I texted all day long. Joseph doesn't talk to me much anymore these days. Cool. I think I'm growing over it though. Especially since I don't see him on the daily basis anymore.

I don't like anyone now. It's sad, I want to though... "What is love? Baby don't hurt me, don't hurt me, no more..."

I made chocolate thumb-print cookies today. Out of the box, but still. It was occupying me for the time being; kept me out of my head for once.

I feel worthless & like a piece of discarded plastic, that is unrecyclable. One-time-use only. Like disposable cameras. Load up only a certain amount of photos and memories and stories with 26 shots or 36 depending on what camera company, and what lifespan the film has. But I feel like film in a disposable camera none the less. Filled with quick memories, short times, small laughs, and then developed into paper-printed memories to be stored away in the closet forevermore. Never to be used again, or to laugh at again, but nice to have -somewhere- around the house.

I'm a nice thought you toy with.
I'm sick, and want to die from being feverish and gross.

I digress.
This was a good day, only solely upon the fact that Robin is back. I missed her voice.


The End.